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Saturday, November 1st, 2008
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I seriously love my life, and its crazy way of working out.
There was this boy, we've been off and on since August, we had really great thing going, and then things started going downhill, not going as expected... But I didn't let myself get depressed over it. And I had faith that, regardless of if we were together or not, things would work out for the best. I trusted that, in the end, I'd be okay and what was meant to happen would.
And then last night, I met another guy. And he is amazing. Hanging out with him got my mind off of guy number 1, for the first time in months. Since boy 1, being without him for too long felt wrong, like a part of me was missing. Last night, that part still wasn't there, but it was okay. Like, maybe I didn't have all the pieces still, but the piece I was missing wasn't a requirement.
It was just what I needed to feel.
Life is an amazing thing.
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Tuesday, October 28th, 2008
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I have an interview tomorrow for a position in a research lab. I am so excited for the job, and so nervous for the interview.
I haven't updated this since I got my tattoo, back in July, so I figured it was time. But that's all I really have on my mind right now. There is one other thing, but it's way too complicated to try to explain here.
Oh and one more thing, I fuggin' love Aly and Sarah<3<3<3
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I finally got my My Little Pony tattoo! It came out soooo good! I love it. And as always, reconfirmed my love for tattoos...I really wish I had more funds so that I could get the rest of the ones I currently have planned...
Anyway, here it is!
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Saturday, April 12th, 2008
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This whole semester has been nothing but problem after problem. Disaster after disaster.
I don't really want to get into details on this. I'm just going to say, Someone I care about might get killed, and if he doesn't die, he'll wish he had (aka will be in intensive care/unrecognizable/in a coma, says the people who are threatening it). And these aren't people that make empty threats. And it's for something he claims not to have done, but I find it very hard to believe him.
And that's just the tip of the shit iceberg I'm stuck in. And that's on top of all the other stuff that happened previously.
&Yet, I've generally been happy recently.
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Thursday, April 3rd, 2008
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I wonder what brings on these sudden little reminiscent periods. Randomly, or at least it seems completely random to me, I have some memory. Sometimes, that triggers more memories. More thoughts. More happiness. More memories still.
Like today, I don't know what started it. Memories with Sarah Ronan. But I don't remember specifics.
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Friday, February 29th, 2008
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Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
Seems like that is true too often. Or at least that the right thing is hard.
He needs rehab, I know he does...but at the same time, I was wishing he wouldn't go.
Bad Timing... ha, you have no idea.
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Saturday, February 23rd, 2008
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It's amazing how much something like this changes friendships. We've been focusing on how this has torn some of us apart, but today I realized how much it has brought some of us together. Like Jenny and I, who never really hung out before, though we'd say we needed to hang out soon and all that. But now, we've hung out 3 or 4 times this past week, and are going to chill tonight as well. I love her, and consider her one of my best friends now. And Stefania and I have grown a lot closer. We've been hanging out so much more and doing spontaneous (and always turn out to be amazing) things together.
edit: so much for Stefania and I being closer. We act like strangers around each other now.
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Saturday, February 16th, 2008
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Thursday night Ryan, Rich, Daniel, and Alan came over.
Ryan Rich and Alan left around 5 in the morning.
Apparently at 4 on Friday, Alan ODed.
Ryan is now in Jail.
We're pretty sure that Alan is dead.
I can't even think. All I keep thinking is I can't believe this happened.
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Friday, January 18th, 2008
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I fuckin' love Aly!!!
Tonight has so far been amazing. And its guna get fuckin' better.
Update later. Off to party bitchesssss
Back now. Talking about lots of crazy stuff with Aly. This kind of...i got distracted by talking, now I don't remember the end of that sentence. But I might remember it if I keep that part of the sentence. Oh, maybe it was, "this kind of sucks that we have to save some of this."
Anyway off to talk more. ^_^
I'm so glad that Aly is here.
[wake up &waste a day-chase away a day at a time-&waste away...clean-faced today-._clean taste of yay]]
(...but I'm not good at being me anymore)
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Wednesday, January 16th, 2008
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The past 2 days I have gotten an hour or less of sleep. From somewhere between 5 and 6am to somewhere between 6 and 6 30 am. I got roughly 30 minutes last night, being woken up every 7 minutes. I guess I should say this morning...since it was almost 6 by the time i started attempting sleep.
Last night was one of the worst nights of my life. Worse than getting arrested. Worse than going to the hospital. Worse than breaking my jaw (which now hurts quite a bit again...but not enough that I think it got rebroke last night, just probably agitated). Stefania and I got in a huge fight. It was my fault that we started actually fist fighting. (And by that I mean she was hitting me/pushing me, and I was pushing her off of me and trying my best not to hit her back.)
I think things are ok now. She came home this morning around 7. I was in the kitchen cleaning and drinking my coffee.
[&what's a little fight? tomorrow you'll be boys again.]
I love that girl.
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